27th April, 2010

It’s 1:00AM & I love you.

posted 2 years ago

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
So take my hand, and take my whole life too
Cause I can’t help falling in love with you…..

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My plan for the night has been to pull an all-nighter in order to get hw/reading done. Call me crazy, but I was pretty excited about it. I have something to look forward to. Robert has always been one of my biggest forms of motivation. I want to get ahead so that I can truly enjoy my mini-vacation in the middle of the quarter (lucky me!). I then caught myself thinking about Robert so much to the point that I was just staring at the wall lost in wonderful thought. I am so grateful to have him. He pushes me to do/be my best… I just had to take a break & get this off my chest…

I’m getting on a plane to NorCal tomorrow afternoon & will be reunited with my love on Thursday.


That’s only 2 more days…. This visit will be the longest visit we’ve had since last October for the Navy Ball. [[This also means that we made a promise to each other 6 months ago <3]]
There have been so many things I have learned from this relationship as best friends & boyfriend/girlfriend. I truly believe that we’re the only two people in this world that can handle each other… hehe. & That works out just perfectly with me. There’s the match. That’s something you need to look for. I feel lucky enough to have found it so early on. He is my best friend & knows me the best out of anyone else in my life. He also respects everything that makes me ME. I can tell him how much I love him & how proud I am of him… it’s just hard to convey to him just how deep those feelings go.

I’ve been counting down the days until this visit… what I dread after each visit is not knowing the next countdown.

Waiting is a really tough thing to do.
Waiting for our lives together to finally start.
Waiting for the water to be just right before we jump in.
Waiting until we see each other next….

Our mindset is that everything we do are the paths we must take to get to the future we want.
 

It’s hard being ready for a lot of things that we still have to wait for. We do have our whole lives ahead of us though, so that’s a better perspective to look at.

I believe that growing old is a privilege. Everyone says that they don’t want to get “old” & everyone has a different opinion on what that means to them. It’s all up for interpretation.

Young at heart w/years of memories to come w/old age.

Love doesn’t expire. Why wish your life were shorter if you had the ability to live your happily ever after with the love of your life?! Enjoy it.

I can’t wait until we can truly start our life together & do the things that married couples do. I want to learn with him & grow old with him. I want us to make mistakes together… we’re still young & have a lot of living to do, but I want us to do it together.

Life throws you so many blessings & obstacles that are as constant as the tide.
Flow with it. Roll with it. && When you come up for air, don’t forget to get a glimpse of the stars. 


 ”All that I’m after is a life full of laughter, as long as I’m laughing with you”

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